"I do believe that where you are now, you feel hopeless.. You either fight THAT or you just give up"
I am not "hopeless". But your words kinda hit home. I would say I am at the point you were not that long ago where I need to "see" something. I need something to grab hold of.. and "work" off of.
I know I am not "crazy" and my ideas are not that "alien". I just can't pick out the times to point that out very well.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.