Bond u have given the best advice and thanks for shocking me back to reality. I come on here and vent instead of going to her and if we reconcile, i will continue to come here and vent for some reason it makes me feel better and doesn't cause a riff between us. I was just wondering why for two weeks she was all about me now she has backed off. Is she testing me or what does it mean. I think her ask me the other night if something made me mad is cause she was expecting me to blow up when she said she had a paper to do and couldn't go away for the weekend. I have to remember baby steps i know and dont expect to much to soon. I think she is curious about the new me but still isn't it convenienced its permanent so she pulls away after being so what close to see my reaction.
