Man you have been an inspiration for me too. Keep the good fight going. It will pay off in one way or the other. As people here know, it is much easier to quit and move on. You have stayed on for this long man. You need to feel proud about that. I am sure that in itself has taught a lot of good things that you will take forward in your life.
Right now I too am going through some sort of detachment. It is hard. But there sure is some light at the end of this loong tunnel.
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