Bond,
What real benefit do you see coming out of me contacting the OM. He has no honor, integrity, respect, or decency, and he is not going to care about anything that I have to say. He is only worried about himself.

I just don't see how that is going to help my sitch right now, if ever. Believe me, I have been thinking a lot about it, I just can't see any benefit. Feel free to try to open my eyes though.

I know this is not what I should be doing, but I think I am going to be meeting with my W on thursday morning to discuss things. The last time we did, I went dark afterward, but it seemed to have a positive impact, and withing 2 weeks I started noticing a change. She even said that for several weeks now she has been confused, which figures into the time that we spoke.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...