Harrier, well my blog site skills must be improving b/c I found your thread. Guess I can take the training wheels off now, eh? I am struggling now with all the things you have gone through - exactly the same. I have lots of down days, plenty of those moments of panic you mentioned, and some times when I want to scream about how unfair it is. Especially this week! Really, some of the things I have in front of me seemed impossible until I read how it's working for you. I'm going to consider you, Bolt, XYZ, and JTB my lead blockers, if you don't mind. I'm really happy you're making good progress with this. Won't hijack the thread but I'll be following along.....