I'm SO glad that you are feeling more centered now. So much good information from everyone! I really appreciate the positive attitudes of everyone on this thread.
Cas, thank you very much for sharing your thought processes as you go through this. That is very generous of you. Your insights have helped me tremendously! My hope for you is that Wednesday evening reveals more to you.
Virginia, thanks for tips on information about how to be more "feminine". I am going to check some of these out.