LBS needing advice...

[irishblessings]

Thanks Punkin. Very tough days. H is so "matter of fact" about the whole thing. He is just ready to be done - he almost seems giddy, excited. And me - I'm back to the sad, grief-stricken woman I've been these past months. 30 years of my life given to this man who tosses me aside for my polar opposite. I don't want it to be true. I don't want to be divorced. But I can't stop it. This is a death. And I feel as though I am dying too.