There are a number of books that are very good..Jed Diamond is at the top of my list.
I initiated a thread many years ago that was called Highly Recommended Reading Materials. You may want to do a search and locate it. A lot of posters posted with great books for both you and your h.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
