I guess this means I am going dark dark again. I think that had more of an affect than anything else I have done. I feel like I am struggling all over again to get to the place where I can do it. I guess I just force myself and hope for the best.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...