No more links to previous threads. No more looking back.
Thank you everyone for helping me get to this new level of awareness, self-confidence, personal effectiveness and fulfillment.
Last time we spoke Islander, TrueGrit, ZenGypsy and Mach1 had all been helping me craft a reply to my WAW who had sent me an email saying...
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So what are you thinking lately ?? Gonna sign the papers or drag things out?? I know your hopeful and all but you did say you would grant me my wish and we would remain friends!
Also you said I could have the motorcycle but then one day you said you couldn't come get your bike??
The weather is getting better and I would like to take lessons and save on gas to ride it to work but need the key and title or are you gonna not keep your word with that also?? I know we had some good times together and tough times but I want to only remember the good times and remain friends wanting us both to be happy!!
I will always love you and always remain your friend unless you do things to change that!
If you think the counseling will help me I'll do it but it would have to be next Monday around 445 on my way to work !
Based on my trusty adviser's recommendations, I sent her one email with a few short lines about scheduling her appointment as she stated, as well as not standing in her way pretty much exactly as Mach described.
Then I sent her a separate email with a few short lines about the motorcycle which is a separate matter.
I am feeling good about my response. I am feeling good she is coming back to the DB coaching table for a second round, I have no expectations for where any of it will lead...
And most importantly I am now moving on for myself and I am ready to explore what truly living for myself actually looks, sounds, smells, taste and feels like without being polluted by the fears of other people.
More to come. MUCH more.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
