The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

I put on a new dress this a.m. and H said I looked nice. Wow...rare for him. Made me feel good anyway.

Strange, we received a hang-up call on our home line at 2:30am. I hate those middle of the night calls, always worried it is one of our parents or my son. I checked callerid and it was a *private call* Maybe OW? I wonder. H answered and whoever it was just hung up.

Received an email from my friend who is going through a painful divorce. For them...it is definitely OVER. She has bought a new condo and is moving at the end of the month. She has even started dating again...at 51! So I guess there is always hope that a life "alone"...if my sitch turns out that way....doesn't necessarily mean I'll be lonely forever.

Thanks for listening.....