At the last stop

[lostmiss97]

I just read through your posts... I'm so sorry you have to deal with it all crashing on you like that. It's not easy to walk away when you were trying to use your DB techniques for so long. 2 years is a long time to try... I think you can at least tell yourself that. Now that you know for sure that she's pregnant and he's staying there you can move forward and rebuild your life. It seems scary and daunting to move forward with life on your own, but you are now at a point where you can do what you want for yourself. I like what you were talking about before when you were thinking about where your career will take you. You don't have to decide it all at once and you're not going to be ok all at once. It takes different amounts of time for everyone. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break and not hold yourself to an expectation of "getting over it" when you have to actually work through it.