A New Day?

[islander]

I am trying to find something positive in what happened last night. I can only say that she still acknowledged she has feelings for me, which up till last week she refused to admit.

Like I said with my first post in this thread last week, I was aware that I could fall as quickly as I was lifted up. I knew it and did not want to believe it.

She has not contacted me today except for the text a out the dog, unless u count that she wanted to know if I was still playing words with friends with her and we played a couple rounds. I even thought that I should not play that with her for a couple days. I really think I have to go semi-dark with her, and only respond to something absolutely necessary.

I didnt mention it, but when she came over last night I gave her a hug, and she put her arms around me and I don't think she actually touched me. This was also a change from the previous days where she actually squeezed me. I felt like telling her to leave bc I knew what was coming. I tried to play it cool for a while until I brought up the R. Maybe i did not play it cool at all. No, I didn't.