This is normal, the pull back after having a great time. They need to reassure themselves that you are still Lucifer, and reiterate why they left in the first place.
You want off the ride ?
Then do it....don't talk about it....DO IT....
The reason you are affected so much is...
You are still waaaay too focused on what she does/is doing...
You are still looking for her to validate your feelings and DB efforts.
Look, you did a great job last weekend, the only problem I saw was that you did it because you were looking for a reaction from her instead of doing it because you WANTED to have a great time....
You danced because of her...
You didn't drink, hoping she would notice....
You made one hell of a speech, hoping it would affect her...
You want off the ride ?
Then do those things because it is who you want to be...
Now you have a choice coming up, on how you want to handle the things she wants from the house....
How would you react in the past ?
How are you gonna react in present day ?
Become proactive for you, instead of reactive for her....
