And things remain status quo....

[ironMan]

Hi Zen,
You have done an amazing job. No, the D is not the end. Keep taking care of yourself. I am using you as a model on how to handle if (probably when) I get to where you are.
If/When you are done .... then you will be ready. And this is what DB does for you .... it gives you your life back. With, or without the WAS.
You are handling this WONDERFULLY ... and really living up to your moniker ..... you are very zen right now.