A New Day?

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Or maybe continue to be friendly with her when she contacts me, but nothing more????

I think this. Be there for her if she contacts you, but take all the pressure off.

[islander]

Would it be a mistake to ask her if she contacted the C today. Probably would be...

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Probably would be...

See, you already know the answer. Just don't let this get away from you, you are SO close. Just keep your cool. Remember what got you here.

[islander]

Your right about already knowing the answer. And I feel like I blew it big time last night, but she out right lied to me after we had a great talk and her saying she wanted to be open and honest and start working on us. I should have just let it all go

[islander]

W just text and said she had been by the house twice today to let the dog out.

This is trivial, but should I even respond. I don't feel like I should bc it is not even important considering what has happened in the last week.

The only thing on my mind is if she called a C and is she reading any of the books she asked me to pick up for her?

[islander]

I am having a really rough day today. The worst day emotionally in a month or more. I feel like I have listed everything that I gained. I am fighting the urge to contact my W, and the anxiety of this is getting to me.

I really need to get some insight on whether to tell her to take the dog back to her apt.

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No man, let the dog thing go IMO.

I know the EXACT feeling your going through right now. Get out, do something. Take your mind off of it. Deep breaths, relax.

[islander]

She said EVERYTHING right and I got sucked in without waiting to see if her actions followed. I hope this is a warning to anybody that reads this.

[islander]

What do you think about responding to the last text she sent me

[islander]

I am trying to find something positive in what happened last night. I can only say that she still acknowledged she has feelings for me, which up till last week she refused to admit.

Like I said with my first post in this thread last week, I was aware that I could fall as quickly as I was lifted up. I knew it and did not want to believe it.

She has not contacted me today except for the text a out the dog, unless u count that she wanted to know if I was still playing words with friends with her and we played a couple rounds. I even thought that I should not play that with her for a couple days. I really think I have to go semi-dark with her, and only respond to something absolutely necessary.

I didnt mention it, but when she came over last night I gave her a hug, and she put her arms around me and I don't think she actually touched me. This was also a change from the previous days where she actually squeezed me. I felt like telling her to leave bc I knew what was coming. I tried to play it cool for a while until I brought up the R. Maybe i did not play it cool at all. No, I didn't.