Keep your chin up bud, this is one of those "1 step back" moments. Allow yourself this, then work on getting back to that positive attitude. It's gonna be a rollercoaster for a while, but eventually the dips wont be as extreme.
Spellfire aka Mike
"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A