I am having a really rough day today. The worst day emotionally in a month or more. I feel like I have listed everything that I gained. I am fighting the urge to contact my W, and the anxiety of this is getting to me.

I really need to get some insight on whether to tell her to take the dog back to her apt.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...