The reason for the pullback is OM. W came over last night for about 2 hrs. Seemed to distance her self from our conversation the other night. She said that she was confused bc she had feelings for OM and me. Said OM contacted her the other day and had more feelings for her than she thought. This contradicted what she told me the other night about her leaving him and knowing what she really wanted was our M to work even though it was a tough decision. .

So she has left the dog at our house bc it was to hard for her in her apt to take care of her, and she has started doing laundry at our house. She said if she did not have feelings for me she would not have been over last night sitting there folding her laundry. I feel she was only here last night bc it is easier to do those things here, and not bc of me.

My dilemma.

Should I tell her to take the dog back to her apt. I did not mind keeping her at the house when she came over and said she WANTED to work on our M, but I am not sure that is the case anymore. I was thinking that if she does not call and make a counseling appt today that I was just going to tell her the dog was nit working out at the house. I feel she is just using me now that OM might be back in the picture IMO.

She said last night she was going to call the C today, but there was no emotion in her like the other day. I doubt she will call. She also was nit wearing her rings. I almost wish she would take the dog and then I would go dark again.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...