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[OnMyWay]

Hi TG,

Thanks for the reply.

Ok, tonight totally sucked. I'm still trying to calm down from it:

Just had a huge argument on the phone with W. She has figured out how to really push my buttons and for some reason, I'm letting her. What a B1&ch!

Because I don't want to talk to her, she calls and yells at me, accuses me of things without letting me explain, and really gets me going. Then I loose it and she has all of a sudden puts herself in a sitch where she's L'ing up and suing me for a D because all this is my fault and I'm a horrible person who has somehow ruined her life (even thought she's the one who cheated and left).

She hates that she has moved out and left me in charge with my D8 and that the two of us are having a good life together without her. She wants to come back and be primary parent again, but doesn't want any part of being a W to me. I'm just tired of the roller coaster. I'd welcome her back to parent if she could just prove that she isn't out to screw me over and would focus on our child. For now, I don't dare expose our child to her. She just isn't reasonable right now, and it is affecting me. I just want to have some time to get my head screwed on straight. She must hate her life right now, as she is beginning to take it out on me.

Anyone go through this before? I've been doing well at GAL, but when she is involved, my life goes all to hell. For once, I don't know what to do. I think I'll just go to bed and hope for clarity in the morning. I'll see her briefly tomorrow. Perhaps I'll apologize again for loosing my cool. However, she needs to back off and not push me so hard. I swear, I'm non-violent and have never laid a hand on her. . .but can I fantasize about it? So much for my weekend of going dark and DBing today. I'll be starting from scratch tomorrow.

I'm wondering if her pressing for the attorney is her leverage? She thinks she's gonna get $600/month in child support. She's done that to me twice now. I'd hate to call her on it to find out. Thoughts?