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[ninelives]

Thanks for your input guys. You guys are both right. True Grit, I like your style. No nonsense and to the point.

I have NO intention of reconciling any time soon. Her first step is to shake loose this dirtbag. And I think she has finally woken up to who he really is.

She told me that she knows that the person that REALLY loves her is me and that she hurt that peron more than anyone has a right to.

I know how confused she is right now and how confused she has been for some time.

There are many parts of this conversation we had that I cant remember at all. We talked for over an hour.

She did mention that she has been thinking about us for such a long time. And I said that you have a funny way of showing it.

I still cant believe that we had this conversation at all.

PATIENCE nine, Patience and total reflection.

BTW, I mentioned the Alice Cooper concert where she invited me and then uninvited me, she said that I should go with our boys.

Man she is messed.

I was talking to my best friend tonight about the sitch and he said, " Why do you even want her back?" " She is a head case"

I said because when we made our vows, I believed in the better or worse jive and I do believe that she is not mentally stable and that is part of the sickness and in health part.

I want to stand beside her while she gets well. But if it doesnt happen, then I will at least know that I tried one more time.

Then I believe that I can really move on with my head held high and tried to get my family back.

Sleep will be tough tonight.

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