My Story - He Cheated while I was Pregnant

[AJM80]

I had a crazy, vivid dream that my H said he loved me during nap time today. (The time change meant I went to sleep for nap time too)

So disturbing. Looking forward to my phone session tomorrow, although my gut says I am to do more of the same? I've been really wondered about D as a 180 - let him put the brakes on this and do some pursuing...but I don't think we're there. Either in progress (meaning it's his next step) or in lack of progress(things aren't getting worse, so what would it accomplish?).

So I am still trying to find a balance between going dark/not pursuing and keeping a line open/not cake eating. Plus his folks AND sister come this weekend. His sister told his Mom to back off with criticizing/"being mean", that he needed to be happy....that still bothers me since it was right after it all went down. (I wish his mom hadn't complained about it to me-hard to forget). Plus she never calls or writes the kids. I reached out to her and said it was ok (told his folks the same) and that I wanted her to know she could call them,etc. so she's not comfortable, fine...it's just surprising and makes me annoyed (it is fading, though).