I feel like everyday that goes by since my "break through", my W gets further and further away from me. Just got back into town with our girls, W left to go to the beach and said she would be back around 5 for dinner with us. Originally she said she wanted to be home and spend some time with the girls. Guess she back tracked on that too. I really don't know what is going on. More lost than ever.

She will not be staying the night with us tonight. I questioned her a little bc my SD wanted to stay with me and my D. I let it go. She said something about letting SD stay with me and then coming over in the morning and picking up both girls for school. I let it go after that. It's not even worth discussing.

She originally said she was not going to stay the night with us bc she did not want to confuse her D. I think it is a little late for that, but I did not even comment on her statement.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...