still nothing new h is away playing a few gigs and then will go to our home in the west for a couple of days it feels more normal when he is away like this, rather than just be sleeping a few minutes away the last few days were tough, but i awoke today with a renewed spirit to detach from him as much as i want this to work, i just feel like, unless someone is sure they want to be with me, i don't want them i may feel differently tomorrow in fact, i probably will hope everyone is well and progressing along
