Journalling and thinking ....

Two more sleeps then I fly home. I arrive there on Wednesday, and H will be back on Thursday or Friday, not sure which. I was thinking of telling him all that happened in Belgium, but I don't think it will be productive to do that, since ExBF and I are very unlikely to go off into the sunshine. Haha! I do feel bad (just a little) about hiding things ... it's not in my nature to have secrets. But, I'll give myself this one.

I found it very hard not to flirt with ExBF on skype IM. I never used to until that weekend, and he does respond. But, since yesterday, not one flirty text, not even a kissing icon. Nada! And, I mean to keep this up. We had a lot to chat about, anyway, what with earthquakes and uni strikes happening. It seems the world is mimmicking my life, my inner thoughts. Gack!!!!????

So, H and I will be in the same house for a few weeks before his next trip. I wonder what's going to happen. Probably nothing.


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim