Beatrice, thanks for your response. I think I half expected ow was still around which is why I asked the question in the first place. I don't know what I think anymore. I told him I deserve better and I know I do. I am at the point of closing the door forever but there is this small part of me that wonders what is going on and especially with the conversations we have had in the past few days. I am so over this all. I seem to get it altogether and then back he comes and stirs it all up again.
