The day has been a real mix of emotions. I did go to the funeral service for my co-worker and it moved me greatly. I really don't understand why someone who is 10 years younger than I am with a wonderful W and two daughters passed on so soon. There are some things that happen that are beyond explanation. And maybe this has put the bug in my ear that there are things that I am meant to accomplish before I shuffle off this mortal coil.
Maybe I should not know these things ...
What I do know is that my S is going to be 12 tomorrow. W has the kids this weekend. As of this moment, she hasn't made any outreach to me. Although I have things I need to do at the old house to get it closer to closing, I will call him to wish him a very Happy Birthday.
The ball is W's court - let's see what she chooses to do with it...
Me 52, STBEX 52 D 17, S 12 M 20 years Em Sep since 2002, Phys Sep Sept 2009
