He did not go to the funeral with me. I got home around 10pm and we watched some TV. Not much said.
Yesterday he was a total jerk. I had to go get tires and text him a few questions. Why did I even bother? He was snarky. He never answered my question. BUT, when he got home he was pleased with my choice and so so.
Last night he had to drive to Santa Maria (7:00pm) Stupid me said, "do you want me to ride along?" He said I really don't care. So, I put my pajamas on and settled in for the nigh. He was standing around making idle chit chat for 15 minutes and finally said, "are you coming or what?"
So (back slide) I got dressed and went. I actually drove HIM 1/2 way there. After, we stopped at the casino and had a good time. It was like old times. We got home 3am and it was business as usual, I went to bed and he slept on the couch.
This morning he was rushed for work so I didn't really talk to him.
I am so confused...1 step forward, 1 step back. I want off the roller coaster. Why won't he decide if he is moving out (when) or decide to make a go of it?
I wont contact him today. No reason or excuse to.
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
