Yes GAG, I think the trust issues will be a really big deal for me. I know the convo I have with him re ow should help. I have to keep in mind that he has made no promises to me either.
Yes, loved what rabbit wrote and I am trying to enjoy the peace between us and the knowledge that H is available to me now in a way he wasn't before and this is a step in the right direction.
I think it finally dawned on me that H cared for me when we hugged goodbye and he kissed the top of my head. It seemed to be a very protective and loving action. When I feel fearful and cynical I need to draw on that image.
