Haven't posted in a while. I'll give ya'll a little update. I have been thinking about taking my D2 to Cali this summer to visit a friend of mine from the AF and his family. I had contacted them about it but hadn't set anything in stone. On wed my W texts me that my friends W wrote her on fb to see if she was coming too. My W adds "when were you gonna tell me about this?" I told her nothing was set in stone yet and that it was just something I was considering. She texts me that she wants to take our D2 on a trip too. I know she doesn't have money for this. I think she just said this bc she doesn't want to be upstaged by me. She asked a few questions about our trip. Now this is were the big mistakes started. Since my friend's W asked her about coming, I decided to ask if she wanted to come along. She texted no that she wasn't interested. I was having a bad day at work and just decided to let out everything. I texted her that she complains to me how much she misses our D2, but when I offer her a way to spend more time with her, she always says no. She writes that she doesn't want to go to Cali with me! Then she calls me. We get into a huge arguement about our D2. I told her how she complains that she misses her but does nothing about it. That she needs to be honest with herself. That she chooses to live with her mom. That chooses to not see her D2 everyday. She points to the fact that she does miss her D2, but just doesn't want to be with me. I fire back telling her that I could careless when the house sells. That I don't want to have to go back to renting. That I had it made, living in this big house and that I could do whatever I wanted to it. She hangs up. I call her and remind her that she always hated if I would hang up on her. We talk for a couple more minutes. I can tell she is really upset. Then we say goodbye.
All night I thought about the horrible conversation. I decided to call her in the morning and apologize her phone went staight to VM. I just left a little message saying I was sorry for how I reacted and that I knew we were both making hard decisions.
