A New Day?

[islander]

I feel like W has pulled back even more today. I went out of town with my SD and D today for the weekend. It was a good ride up here. I talked to W on the phone and she seemed a little distant. She then sent me a couple of texts about our fish and dog, which she answered right away. I knew I shouldn't, but I then asked her if there was anything wrong, if we were still doing ok. NO RESPONSE. I feel like crying, I am crying, and I feel like any progress that was made may have disappeared.

Here I go assuming things again, but WTF. After everything we talked about, what happened. I think I am going to go back to not talking to her about anything but what is necessary. But then IDK. I will atleast nit contact her at all, and let her completely control where the conversation goes.

Thus feels like it hurts almost as bad as in the first few weeks.