I've gotta chime in here and say, "ironman, you are an inspiration!"
I've been dealing with a WAW who moved out three weeks ago. It is a rough ride, but I really appreciate you sharing, as I believe you are handling yourself beautifully.
It is interesting that many of the same things you are going through and feeling exactly mirror my situation. Especially of late, where I seriously question whether or not she is worth taking back.
Keep up the good work, keep posting, and know you aren't alone in this situation. And, with every post, you are helping our another guy who's going through the exact same thing.
"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending." - Maria Robinson
M: 45 WAW: 36 T: 17 M: 14 Kids: D9 ILYBNILWY: 6/2010 W left: 2/2011 W back: 2/2012