PUTTING HOPE AWAY

[ninelives]

Thanks everyone for your responses:
All good advice as usual. IT is funny that when we give out advice , its usually good but then when we try and act on our own, we eff up. Why is that?

Well she was suppoese to sign today and i havent heard anything from her since yesterday moring when she went on again about her job. I ended the conversation and almost feel bad for her but again, I remind myself that she is the architect of her situation right now.

If we were still toghether and this happened, it would barely phase us as she was part time before.

I am not going to contact her but we are in the March Break so we will have to make plans about the kids and her shift.

I dont know. Even though we are not officially exes, by her seeing OM and acknowledging him as her Boyfriend, what am I hanging on to? The hope that she will see the light and realize that there is no real future with those two cheaters?

Then what? What if she wants to come back for the wrong reasons?
Will I be strong enough or SMART enough to know the difference?

GOOD days bad days but mostly bad days.

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