Ok so I woke up at like 1130 this morning and I so stressed, I cannot get a fight back to Germany this weekend and now all I can think about is my jacked up relationship. I want to call and talk to my kids but do not want to make a mistake when my wife picks up the phone. I am so torn right now. I still stalk her on Facebook and Twitter like I have a choice or can change what she posts. I am such a frickin idiot I swear.
