After talk with W yesterday, I was a mess last night. When I got to work this morning I called her for no reason at all. I was scared, I took a huge step back. Did not even make it 24 hours after I told her that I didnt want to talk to her.
She mentions that she broke her lent promise becuase she was so upset that I said what I did. Now she knows I will cave. I continue to do everything wrong. I give up. Thanks to all who have offered advice.
