I decided to test the waters a little last night. For the first time in a while, I contacted the W about something other than a necessity. I asked her if she still wanted to play that game. She replied back, yes but later, after D goes to bed.
Well, nothing, nada, zilch. I guess an A keeps a person pretty busy.
It was a wake up call for me. She may be nice to me, but she is still gone. I need to move on.
The OW does make me happy, why is that such a bad idea?
I have also been playing my guitar and reading. Once weather gets better I can get out golfing more and mtn. biking. I have quite a bit of stuff to keep myself happy. She will be on her own for a while.
If I feel up to it, I am supposed to go see some live music tonight. One of my favorite things. Doing things for ME. I can dig it.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
