being sick on top of all this! something you don't need right now i hope you are ok
it sounds like you are both dealing with so much it also sounds like the end of the conversation was good, and while i know you don't and shouldn't read into anything, and "i love you" is a good thing
i think i would kill for one
it's so hard to know what to do sometimes but..remember this: you know your h better than anyone
it takes the proper combination of dbing and modifying it to what you know about him
last year, when i was here, i had been dbing, but as i know my h has abandonment issues, i knew how much i had to temper it to work for his needs
i really do hope you are feeling well and that you are having a good sleep
you are a strong, beautiful woman and you deserve to have this work out the way that you want
