You are giving up. I know, right now I am struggling with that too. I am soooo tired, my emotions have run dry, I don't even feel the pain that much anymore, I am tired of being rejected, some of my anger is coming back, especially now that I see D12 hurting.I want to just do things for myself now, not for the marriage. I am tired of walking on eggs. I am tired of being in the same house. I am repelled by the sight and sound of H.
But in my mind, I don't want to, although my heart wants to. I cry for he loss of feeling.
Who knows though, maybe what we see as over means to say you have attained the supreme state of detachment?
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
