I'm glad you are at a point that you can be happy and excited about the future. What is this book you are talking about?
Hopefully it will not get censored. It is called "Holding on to your N.U.Ts". You know, i think it teaches you to be a man's man. I found it very useful because while reading it, i found how out of touch i was with my masculinity. I always let emotions i had a child control me.
