The problem you have: You still have HOPE. Until you let go of HOPE, this will continue on and on.
Limbo is a horrible place to be.
Spent a gut wrenching year there myself. You can only hang on so long. Let her go. If she comes back great, but at a certain point you have to move on for your sanity...
It is one of the hardest decisions you will ever make. You can't start healing until you make the decision to move on. Then you get "you" back, you get your life back and maybe she will come back. If she doesn't well you are well down the path of getting past all this.
You are better than waiting for a "text back" from someone who clearly doesn't value you anymore...
Remarried 6 mo S 12 S 13 S 16 SD 12 SD 16 SD 17 SS 19