PUTTING HOPE AWAY

[ninelives]

Just signed my separtation papers. Her turn tomorrow. Never thoght it would come to this a few short years ago. Hell even last summer when she came back I thought. Thank God, her senses came back to her just in time. She signed but then begged me not to.

Now, I dont know how to feel. It fluctuates from extreme sadness to oh well, gotta move forward. What an effed up bag a chemicals we are as humans.

I wonder what drama awaits me tonight about her job. I really dont want to talk to her but I also want her to sign before she changes her mind about the settlement and then there is a whole new kettle of fish to deal with.

Feeling kind of low but I guess thats up to me how I feel.

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