Walk-a-way Chicken

[AJM]

Hey Hope. Hang in there. It sounds like there are several things you have going at the same time, and most of them are you centered. I say that because you threw in there some things about you more than anything else.
It occurred to me that you are struggling with the things you want out of your life and marriage. I don't know the back story, but it also sounds like you may not have forgiven him for the previous issues that brought you here.
It's not easy to forgive. It's even harder if you feel like he has not wanted nor asked for forgiveness.
Have you mentioned that to him?
The kids? Have you mentioned that?

I'm wondering if he is reacting to the way you feel as much as has his own issues. I would think he could feel it (I've never been a cheater, so I couldn't speak to that).

Hang in there Chicken. Work on you and see if he comes along, but I strongly feel like you need to focus on you and what your feelings and wants are more than worry about him. Sounds like you already know that.

AJ