You C is right. You do have to concentrate on yourself and your son.
You haven't done that. Stop that crap about evil in the bible, etc. You're using that as an excuse for how things are going in your life. Stop making excuses. Start doing things to improve your life.
You've got the most depressing thread on here and you've been at this for 4 years.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.