Gr8, I am supporting her for now because she is in dire straights. I dont know how stable she is as she was in a mental hospital 4 months ago. She is the mother of my children and truth be told, I do feel sorry for her. But part of me is right there with the Karma theory. What goes around comes around.
I know that down the road I will not support her at all. Once this thing takes the course I think its going to take.
Hope: IDK if she regrets her actions. She has stated to me that she was very unhappy in our marriage but I just wonder if she is even more unhappy now. I believe she is the type of person that may NEVER be happy. If thats the case, why would I want her back with even so much more baggage than she had before?
So the answer to your question? I dont know what I want. I know that i dont want to keep feeling like this. I know that most of us on this board have forgotten what it trully feels like to be happy. I want that feeling again as it used to be such a big part of me.
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BITS M-46 W-42 M-16y T-19 y s10 s15 BombDec.19/09 Sep-F16/10 Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10 Recon July 5/10 PA foundOut- Oct 30/10 Mental HospNov/10 moved out Nov/10 Leg Sep Mar 15/11
