A New Day?

[islander]

I hear you loud and clear. I asked her who ended the A, she said that it was her choice and it was hard to do. I know she is making steps in the right direction, I just want to get there. You know what I mean.

So far she has been honest with me IMO about what she has told me about the recent events with OM and how she is feeling. And yes it hurts me to hear certain things, but does not change mh determination to save my M. I read several books on A, and I know what she is feeling before she even tells me. I know she will not get over him overnight, and I would be very VERY suspicious if she told me so.

I feel like I am getting closer to having my W back, but the closer I get the more scared I become of losing her. This has to be natural. I can't really imagine feeling differently. I would think there was something wrong I I didn't feel this way. I just thought I was a step closer than I actually am.