This feels like the hardest decision I have ever faced in my life.

One thing I am certain I want is a partner who I am able to make good decisions with.

I don't feel I have that with her right now.

But I know it is something that I want.

I am being the possibility of:

1) Integrity
2) Loving myself completely.
3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.

"It's do-able." What are the actions now?