Well gr8, I have gone back and forth on this a lot. Had a long talk with my DB coach about it. She thought I was better off playing the friend card rather than dark. I guess what I have tried to do is somewhere in between. Try to be unpredictable, not initiate the contact, ignore some of her more meaningless stuff, but then be friendly when I do reply.

IDK, I am in the "friend zone." She contacts me almost daily. Everything is light. The tough thing is that we have been in this same spot for a while, nothing is changing. I have one DB session left, I think I'll use it before too long and see if it might be time to mix things up.

She actually contacted me quite a bit today. I got sick today, ended up leaving work early. I let her know because she still stops by the house a lot on her way to work to grab little things. Well, I wanted to let her know I'd be there. The last thing I want her to see is a sick me looking like crap laying on the couch in the middle of the day.

Afterward, she checked in on me on how I was feeling. She has been bringing up my B-Day a lot the last week. All I can get out of all that is at least she still thinks of me.

She also told me OM's W is still contacting her. Crazy messages in demon voices. What a mess. How can she not see what a ridiculous little world she has created for herself?

Anyways, it has been a long tiring day. I guess the positive is it gave me a lot of time to just relax and think about things. I feel pretty good mentally. Just need my body to catch up.

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