What do I do now?

[lostmiss97]

So today he met me at the school for the meeting with the principle. He originally said he would need a ride, so I offered one to him. That's probably the wrong thing to do, but I was trying to be nice. He refused and said he'd figure out a way. I pretty much knew he'd say no, but it still hurt when he did. I don't know why I put so much into something as simple as a ride. Especially when it really isn't a convenient thing to do. He lives 45 minutes away, for crying out loud!

Ok, so back to the meeting. He normally says hi and talks to me a little when we're in the same space. He barely said anything to me. We were there at the end of the day so he waited for our S to get out of class so he could say hi to him and completely ignored me. So, I went and waited at the other end of the hallway and just acted like he wasn't there. When the kids came I waited for them to say their good byes and then walked out with them to the car. We were getting ready to leave when he opened the door to tell me goodbye. I just smiled and said see ya in the happiest, non fake sounding tone I could muster.

I'm sure I put too much thought into all of it and try too hard to find something there... I'm trying hard to start the DB'ing over again with detaching and going as dark as possible. I don't know if it'll make a difference, but when I was doing it before I sure did feel a whole lot better.

Any opinions?