A New Day?

[islander]

I feel very down tonight. I know I shouldn't, but I do. I find myself wondering if the other night really happened, and if it meant as much as thought it did. I believe that it did, and now I can't stop thinking about getting my W and family back. I feel like I am so close, I hope I am.

W asked me last night if I would play words with friends with her. I did nit respond, but just started playing a game with her. We played a couple rounds, and then today we messages each other while we were playing, no R talk though. However, when we played it was like an hour or more before she would play her round. Then after noon today, I have not heard from her. My mind
starts wondering if she has changed her mind, with OM, etc. I know I need to
give her space, and I need to start trusting her now.

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the other night when she came over, she was wearing a ring on her hand that I had
never seen before. I assumed it was from OM, and I REALLY wanted to say something
to her about it. I restrained myself and ignored it. Then we get into our conversation, and she voluntarily tells me were the ring came from, not OM. I can only imagine how our conversation would have been different if I would have started accusing her of something. She would have stormed out and not told me how she was feeling and thinking about comin back and working on our M.

I say this bc I need to stop assuming things. I am going to go to bed and see what tomorrow brings. I love my W.