My daughter was n a foul mood this morning. We woke her early, she cried, saying she did not get enough sleep, then at first did not want to go, saying she did not need therapy any longer.
Finally she decided to go. Contrary to what she said, she refused to let me out of the room, and just sat there, answering the therapist with short sentences. She refused to communicate openly, and cried the whole time.
In essence, she said she was worried for me, was feeling closer to me than her dad, was angry at her dad but did not show it, and was afraid that we would soon become a broken family.
She cried buckets more on the drive home.
I have never seen her so ditressed, nor has she ever opened up her feelings to anyone. She always has kept all of it inside of her.
I feel so bad for her, and at this mement, so angry with my H for letting this happen. How can he feel about this, messing both of us up?
To think he took the Hippocratic oath!
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
